Monday, September 24, 2012
Thunderstorm in My Mind
Today, I feel so vulnerable
So many things are testing my temper...and I know most of it is just life but a good part are things that are private, that only God knows about...I am always so positive but not lately. I am human and can't have it all together, all the time. And that makes me mad...
I am reminded, however, that I am clay in the hands of a Great Creator.
Though it is hard, I am willing to change...it just won't happen overnight. Also, I have to give my circumstances over to Jesus instead of feeding the thunderstorm in my mind. That is how I end up speaking lightening words...ones that shock and create hurts...
My life is not awful, I am blessed beyond measure. My anger is an immature reaction to my circumstances ansd not how I feel about God...BUT not being accountable makes God upset...and that is the last thing I want to do!!
Posted by Jacy Pulford at 1:36 PM