Today, I feel so vulnerable
So many things are testing my temper...and I know most of it is just life but a good part are things that are private, that only God knows about...I am always so positive but not lately. I am human and can't have it all together, all the time. And that makes me mad...
I am reminded, however, that I am clay in the hands of a Great Creator.
Though it is hard, I am willing to change...it just won't happen overnight. Also, I have to give my circumstances over to Jesus instead of feeding the thunderstorm in my mind. That is how I end up speaking lightening words...ones that shock and create hurts...
My life is not awful, I am blessed beyond measure. My anger is an immature reaction to my circumstances ansd not how I feel about God...BUT not being accountable makes God upset...and that is the last thing I want to do!!
Patience is a virtue my dear and we all need to be patient in order for us to get to where we want to be :)
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Man, you can say that again!! Thanks girl!
ReplyDeleteThis is a beautiful post.
ReplyDeleteJust remember that you're complete in Christ. He is what fills your being. My husband struggles deeply with anger outburst, so I know he could relate. Yet, I find myself sometimes struggling with the same. We just have to remember that though our circumstances can't always change or be controlled, our actions and responses can. I'm preaching to myself here too. But God recognizes that we're human, and we will fail. "A just man falls seven times and gets back up again." Don't let your failed moments destroy your resolve. God knows your heart. He knows you're trying. For that, you will be blessed.
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